….eventually.
love me
look, it’s mini waka in the shake machine. (:
I got the call I’ve been anticipating, awaiting, the one I’ve been nervous as hell about. I love you Dad.
I can honestly say I’m at soooo much peace. My sun is finally starting to come out. Humility is key, though (my mama taught me that). I am very happy but you won’t see me walking with my nose in the air. Th joke is that “happiness isn’t really complete without a little controversy blah blah” But I do so much better not boasting but thanking God for making a way for me. Life goes on. I’m so glad I got the chance to stick around and see that for myself. I’m excited about tomorrow and the opportunities and offers that are constantly being placed in front of me. Things are looking way up for me. Besides jobs, good grades, new & blossoming friendships and relationships, I’m most grateful for my happiness. It feels so genuine. Me and my God did it all on our own. I’m blessed. =)
To dream about your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend or that you and your ex got back together again indicates that people currently in your life are reminding you of those same feelings you had back then. This dream could be warning you that you are falling into a repeating pattern in relationships. You should consider the harsh lessons you may have dealt with in these past experiences so you don’t repeat them. Sometimes, however, past encounters can be satisfying episodes in your life. This dream may also indicate things you have ‘X’d’ out within yourself.
GOTS to be more careful.
fuck. this. song.
For being the soundtrack to my life right now. 3 verses this man summed up my whole….SHIT.
Nobody should be punished for being “human”. We all fuck up.
oh well today was a good day. I’m counting down until my mama comes back in all honesty idgaf about anything else. Rent’s due tomorrow :/ adult problems suck. I’m still tired of everyone lol. Seriously, I can’t fake smile @ anyone anymore. I like to be alone. Even though I shouldn’t be. But this fall it seems like everyone is different. EveryTHING is different. I have big plans for myself (still). A big part of my it deals with my need to get out a little bit more. Day by day I feel like FAMU really might not be the place for me anymore though. I have no idea where I’d go though. Maybe I just need to find my place here, my niche. Oh well just another night alone in my room thinking up a storm. Of course this post made zero sense =)
Goodnight all! God Bless.
absolutely NO point in me feeling the way that I do right now. So why do I feel it? Take a guess….
Day (seems like 2 million and one) of who knows how long…..
